Five years ago I took on an off the track thoroughbred with the idea that he would be an easy flip. Some quick cash. A safety net for my savings account.
Four and a half years ago I decided he was too much fun to sell right away. We would play for some time. He was such a joy to be around.Last summer, financially strapped and having difficulties with another unsellable horse, I made one of the toughest decisions of my life and loaded him on a trailer to Virginia. I cried myself to sleep that night after drinking an entire bottle of wine, but rationalized with myself that he had found an amazing home with a great kid, and would be fine.
Nineteen days later, I realized I had made the biggest mistake of my horse life. The perfect home wasn’t so perfect, and the little girl wasn’t the best match. He was unhappy, and was telling them in spades of his unhappiness. And this horse that I had always believed to be amateur and kid friendly was pronounced crazy. Herd bound. Tough.
So after a few more tears were shed, Luke and I drove the 11 hours to Virginia and brought Mak home. We unloaded him back into his field that night and I stared out into the paddock in a turmoil of emotions.
Maybe I didn’t know my horse that well.
Maybe he wasn’t as easy as I, an experienced horseman, thought.
Maybe I had epically misjudged both him and my gut.
And maybe, just maybe, I had committed a huge disservice to him.
But still financially strapped and wondering how I would ever juggle the two horses, I put him back on the market. People would come and go, and yet every situation just didn’t feel right. I would make excuses to some, saying he just wouldn’t be a good fit. Or tell others that their budget, home, or lifestyle wouldn’t work. I ignored any email west of the Mississippi, and anyone who inquired about a young rider mount.
And then fall came, the market went dry, and I turned him out into his field.
In the spring, I pulled him back out and began to hack. We went to a few little jumper shows and bopped around, and then out of seemingly nowhere I finally made the decision that I was done.
The sale had nearly done me in, and the aftermath had devastated me. But my horse was telling me that our journey wasn’t over. And so in March, his ad came down and his entries went up.
I set goals for my year that only a year ago I didn’t think were possible. I hadn’t thought Mak enjoyed himself as an eventer so I had listed him as a hunter. And yet with just a single XC school this spring, I realized how wrong I was.
His ears were pricked, his stride was strong, and his eyes were happy. And I just knew that he was back. That we were back.
And then his happiness and stability was put to the test.
Because a few weeks ago, my friend Dan called me. A client of his was bringing his family to Lexington for the United States Pony Club Championships and didn’t want to haul his daughters mount in from Wyoming. Dan asked if I knew of a horse that a young teen would be safe on at 3′, and I hesitated.
Because I had thought I had just the horse, but his past experiences had brought me to this pause.
Was Mak safe for a kid? Last summer would say no.
Was Mak as amateur friendly as I thought, and a true kick ride? Last summer would indicate he had a stop in him.
And was Mak well mannered enough to survive a pony club rally where I couldn’t micromanage his every moment? Last summer would scream no.
And yet I sat down and came to the realization that last summer wasn’t a true indicator of his brain, or his ability. It was a single moment in time, with a bad match, and a bit of a meltdown. He hadn’t been happy, and he made it known.
But he was happy now, and therefore I said yes.
So Emma Reed arrived on Sunday night and immediately came from the airport to meet him. We tacked up, threw her up on him, and went into a 48 hour boot camp before rally started. She had her first walk, her first trot, and her first canter just days before the competition. We popped her over jumps, and with each one you could see her smile grow.
It was a great fit. And obviously the fit that was lacking just a year ago.
So I hauled Mak to the Kentucky Horse Park and handed him to this young lady; entrusting his care to her. For 4 days she would be his sole provider. For 4 days she couldn’t demand my help.
And he was perfect.
Emma went into the riding portion of her tethralon competition and threw down a foot perfect ride on a horse she had just met. Mak took the jumps beautifully in stride, but more importantly he handled the auxiliary aspects of the ride well.
Emma had to dismount him, put down a split rail, walk Mak over it, and remount; all of which he took in stride. She had to jump a bank out of the arena and gallop up a steep hill to open and close a gate, which Mak definitely didn’t understand, but he performed regardless.
And she had to care for him as her own, which we all witnessed her do.
And not only did Emma do that, but she also swam like a fish, shot like a sniper, and ran like a Usein Bolt.
And at the end of the week, we all got to watch as she accepted her blue ribbon proudly, having won her division at the USPC Championships–a goal so few get to accomplish.
And my pony was right there next to her the entire time.
After Emma left the ring, I received a few inquiries about Maks status. Mothers who wanted me to let their kids try him, or trainers who saw the safety and sanity which he exhibited, and I said no to all.
I’ve already been there; I’ve already done that.
And I know from experience that I can guarantee nothing. If I go bankrupt, I will find him a perfect home before I let any aspect of his care suffer. But I also know that I will sacrifice just about anything before I let that happen again.
Because Mak has deserved it.
And I have learned that I just can’t quit him.
He was brought into my life for a reason, and he has lived up to that reason quite often. He is brave enough for me to enter my first ever combined test at the preliminary level in just a few weeks. He is safe enough to hand off to a young teen who he has never met for a weeklong competition. And he is happy enough to keep coming back for more.
And that is worth the trials and tribulations that we have encountered. He is with me now, and besides the loan outs and short leases to allow others to realize their dreams and boost their confidence, I don’t see that changing any time soon.
Perfect Carleigh, just perfect.
What an amazing horse, and what a talented young lady. Loved reading the story of their partnership!
So happy that Make is home with you to stay =)… I love watching the two of you from a distance… hahaha… at the risk of insulting Nixon’s ego, Max is my absolute favorite of your mounts…
So happy that Mak is home with you to stay =)… I love watching the two of you from a distance… hahaha… at the risk of insulting Nixon’s ego, Mak is my absolute favorite of your mounts…
It is such a scary but rewarding experience to hand your horse off like that. Congrats to them both and you also 🙂
I am so glad Mak is with you to stay. And that he has fulfilled your vision of him. Thank goodness he made his unhappiness known right away while he was in Virginia. Perhaps that is the Empire Maker in him (as we have all witnessed this year the antics of Classic Empire when he was hurting and unhappy).
I have a sale horse I would like to do just this with. He’s just too great to sell. Thank you for this. 🙂